My Death

When I die,
I want it to be fast.
So I don’t see your face.
Which I know would be wet from tears,
The lines on your face,
And the wrinkles;
They don’t matter.
You still looked pretty to me.
I don’t want to see your face,
Because I know,
It wouldn’t stop shedding tears.
And that would make my ‘goodbye’s
And my ‘I love you’s,
A complete waste.
So, when I go,
I don’t wish for tears,
But I would rather want,
My last kiss.
So, even in the after world,
I would have a tingling sensation on my lips,
And I would never forget you.
The touch of your hands in my,
Your hair strands falling slightly on my cheeks,
Your lips right were they belong,
On mine.

And as I died,
It all flashed back,
Those precious memories of everyday,
Were it was just you and I.
In our own very world,
Filled with rainbows,
Flowers,
And the untouchable sky that we touched.
While we reached for the sky,
We strode hand in hand.
While we fought,
We reached out for each other.
And while we laughed,
We preserved the memories in our minds.
For life was too short,
For we didn’t have much time.
And all along,
We grew strong,
Side by side.
Right were we belonged.

Now, I wonder in helpless directions.
Lost track of time,
While I gaze upwards,
Longing to see the moon,
Which j no longer can see.
I’ve reached the after world, love.
And I hope to meet with you again,
Because I’m afraid that the tingling sensation on my lips,
It will soon fade away…
And that, I’m afraid, will cause my memories of you to fade as well…
Love, I’ve loved you dearly throughout the years,
And I don’t care about others,
I just want you back by my side,
Were you rightly belong.