When You Go Out.

When you go out, remember to keep the door open, you’ll need it when your shaking hands can’t turn the key in the keyhole.

Remember to put on heavy eyeliner and make your eyes strangers to his ever recognizing gaze. He isn’t good for you, he’ll fuck you up and leave you on the footpath.

When you go out, do not take anything people can recognize you with, you don’t want to regret anything. Be invisible.

When you’re at a party and the guy with multiple piercing catches your eyes, don’t hesitate for a second, go to him, and when his eyes meet yours and you get goosebumps on your arms? You know you’re in for a ride.

He’s the type that can’t remain sober long. And that’s great, really. The world he’ll show you will spark up when he shows it to you with his drunk  demeanor.

When he lights up a cigarette? It’ll feel like he’s lighting you up instead, and your breathe will catch in your throat. This is something new to you.

His eyes will seem like a Rubik’s Cube, and you do enjoy solving a puzzle, don’t you?

When he grabs your hand in his and tells you to run, run.

Run like the wind will catch up to you, it’ll seem like nothing later, but in that moment,

the adrenaline rush will be everything. He will make your blood rush in your veins and when he kisses you, it won’t be rough like his hair at the bottom of his neck.

It’ll be everything you weren’t expecting and everything you had hoped for.

You know this night was not one to be remembered, so drink with him, tell him you’ll find him one day, tell him he’ll find you one day.

And when the little birds chirp, you’ll know that your little adventure has settled in the bit of your stomach.

You’ve solved the Rubik’s Cube. You didn’t need the keys. The door was open, and you found the key to his mind.

Remember to keep your hands still when you push the key in.